終於有一個application被打上unsuccessful的記號了
心中有一絲不快　因為對方壓根兒沒給我機會
沒法子　根本沒有bargaining power呀

升yr3的朋友正積極的策劃將來　有著落的朋友也正享受著這假期
和他們並排在一起　我覺得自己亦不應該是獲得「黯然」結局的一個
出來工作並不差　但努力了兩年　無非也是想繼續學業呀
我清楚自己的能力　我也可以跟他們一樣
但卻被迫提早接受茫不可知的未來（現時市況那麼差）
有點可惜的感覺

客觀上　這次考驗比起過往任何一次還要大　摔得也更重
但我已經麻木　並作好了「提前接受茫不可知的未來」的預備

這兩年的日記經已寥寥可數然而每次都幾乎談論學業
也許現在正是真正起飛的時候了

The frozen world

Won't you open for me

The door to your ice world
To your white desert

I just want to stare
Out over these snowfield
Until we are one again
We belong to the frozen world

When the ice begins to thaw

Becomes the sea

Oh, you will see
How beautiful we can be

(When the ice begins to thaw
Becomes the sea)

Oh, you will see
How beautiful we can be

Everything is calm?
At the end of the planet
In our white desert

The sun kissed the ice
It glistens for me
And we are one again
We belong to the frozen world

When the ice begins to thaw
Becomes the sea

Oh, you will see

How beautiful we can be

When the ice begins to thaw
Becomes the sea